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Thursday, December 31, 2009

TAGGED

Thanks you VRS, am back to blog writing....A small game called Tagging with so-called hard questions...so let me see how well I fare..

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty (means YES) or Innocent (means NO)
RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes, delete mine and type in your answers and tag your friends to answer this.

Let me begin…


Asked someone to marry you? Guilty.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent.

Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent.

Ever told a lie? Guilty (Breathing it)

Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty (Since childhood)

Kissed a picture? Guilty (Did this many time, while in school.)


Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty (Loads of times, during my Masters)


Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty (Took beating for this too)

Held a snake? Innocent.

Been suspended from school? Innocent.

Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent.

Stolen from a store? Guilty (Can't remember exactly, but, I believe I did)

Been fired from a job? Innocent.

Done something you regret? Guilty (If I had been innocent here, my life would have been much better)

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty (Dec 2008, during the rare snow fall in Las Vegas)

Kissed in the rain? Innocent (Shud try this atleast once)

Sat on a roof top? Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Innocent.

Sang in the shower? Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent

Shaved your head? Guilty.

Had a boxing membership? Innocent.

Made a girlfriend cry? Guilty (I was Guilty, am Guilty and will be Guilty)

Been in a band? Innocent.

Shot a gun? Guilty

Donated Blood? Guilty (This is one of the rare things which appeals my soul)

Eaten alligator meat? Innocent.

Eaten cheesecake? Guilty.

Still love someone you shouldn’t? Innocent (Thankfully, I got response from whom I loved)

Have/had a tattoo? Guilty (Not a real one, but one of those stick-on ones that we used to get with chewing gums

Been too honest? Guilty (Unfortunately, I tend to show raw honesty to persons whom I shouldn't have, thereby, suffering later)

Ruined a surprise? Guilty (Might have done at least once)

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterwards? Guilty (Happened in the summer of 2007, Chennai. Me and my cousin had so much that, walking from the table to the entrance seemed an eternal pain)

Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty.

Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent.

Joined a pageant? Innocent.

Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Innocent.

Had communication with your ex? Innocent (No ex, therefore, no problems)

Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent

Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Innocent.

End of the game.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

poem by my pal medhavi

chand ko dekha toh chandu ki yaad aayi lekin chandu ko dekha toh chand ki adha yaad aagayi

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New Life

So, with me reaching the so called World power, United States of America, to pursue my masters, I did not have a clue nor am having one rite now, as to wat am looking for in the career part of my life. Mayb thaz my over confidence tat i wud settle somewhere or the other well or carelessness on my part, well, I just dont know.But, Iam pretty much completing the required duties as a student to atleast stay in the line. With me reaching here, the first one or two months can be termed as easily forgettable days of my life. Me, like several other Indian students, came here with a view in mind tat, USA is gonna rock and is a place to reckon with. But, this initial time period has changed tat view of mine completely. Mayb it is because of cultural shock or something, bottomline, I prefer staying at my home country. Ofcourse, when it comes to the earnings, it is the other way round. Just earn in dollars, Indian rupee stands no chance for you. Ofcourse, if ur a born miser, then I cant help it!!! Anyways, so with me landing here, I was into this fiery search for funding. With the fees of around 8000$ per sem, which accounts to around 3-4 lacs in Indian rupees, I knew it wud be a major constrain for my parents. Especially, as a typical Indian grown up child, I dint want my dear father to have this burden on him at this age. Rather I was onto the aim that I am gonna make him njoy his life atleast from now on. Well, a long way to go to achieve that. Either way, as each and every on of students at this university having funding, I was more driven to get one for myself. Also used to hear tales of people of my batch searching every nook and corner of university to get an opening. Phew, u bet on those days as my bad days!!!!!!! So as time passed, I moved into a new room along with the guys who accompanied me all the way from India to USA. Dint want to stay at the seniors room as was'nt tat comfortable. So with me moving into a new place, we totaled 5 guys. Among them, one guy had funding already which came along with his i20 or admit. Other guy had a confirmation from one of his professor to meet him n complete the formalities, which resulted in two of five with funding. The funny part was, this third person, who had one person coming behind him offering funding. But, this confused guy, was so confused weather to take it or take it from others. He was strangely confident getting funding else where, while other people were ready to give their life for one funding. He had a happy ending, with him getting funding in his dept itself. Now this left two of us without funding. I did roam around the university for availability of any funding. But my search pales in comparision when compared to the effort put in by others. But had close shaves like getting a mail from one professor to meet him regarding the funding and well by the time I had gone there, it was given to my gud frnd. So was happy tat she got, sad tat i lost. So the next was wen I came to know that there was a call from the head of dept of my branch regarding a call for the students who dont have funding. So went there with a hope that he would have a bunch of openings which he would offer aka santa claus giving gifts!!!!!!! So saw tat there was just one post for which apart from me, three were competing, noting the fact tat, those three had much better profile than me. But, with me being a little bit tactful and GOD's grace, I got it. Was on cloud nine. Now, that life's become comfortable, gave huge treat to my frnds n completed the first sem with flying colors, getting 3.7 of 4.0. Shud c watz in store for me next.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

ACHIEVED THE SO - CALLED IMPOSSIBLE

The D-Day has come at last. The day of my interview of visa. If I was rejected a visa, the dreams which I, my parents and other well-wishers were building so far would be shattered. I had the only best option of studying Masters as with my under-grad scores, it would be very difficult or rather impossible to get a well-paid job in a company in India. So with hopes of getting a visa, I entered the building on 13th july 2007. Meanwhile this date was suggested to me by my best friend and this number was the birth date of my friend. So with a good note, I entered the building. In the initial check up, I was asked to replace the photo from my DS forms. This particular photo was what I thought as my asset as I was so perfect in it, that just with a look, anyone can term me as a by core professional candidate. But with a minor glare in the glasses, the system was not accepting the pic. So I was asked to replace it with a new pic which did not have a glare in it. With no such pics with me, I had to go out of the building and take a new pic. I was completely upset here as with that beautiful climate of Chennai where you sweat even when u sit in a AC room, my face with the hair blown out of position, I was in the best mess ever possible to someone. I was very sure that if I take a pic of mine in this state, one glance at my pic, wud suggest even a naive person that I am a culprit or someone whoz got to be doubted a lot. But with no option left, I had to go out, search for a lab which can give me a pic within one hour. Paid 40 bucks to an auto just to travel about 100 metres. So while returning from the lab, I walked back with the resolution that, today I am going to walk of out this consulate with my visa approved. At this point, I remembered the last sentence of my dear dad when I was leaving in train from hyderabad to chennai which was " come back with a visa". So once I got into the building, I tried go with the old pic still on the form as the person who told me to get a new pic was changed. Unfortunately, this guy also asked me if I had any pic without glasses. So I removed my new, handsome pic which was taken in the worst possible angle and gave to him. So once I was done with all the formalities, I joined the queue to the main building. Once into the room, I was seated and then started the game. I knew that this was the best chance where I can bag my visa. If it is rejected, then all the plans will go way wire and I will land up in the best mess ever known to the mankind. Though there is an option of attending the interview for the second time, always getting a victory in the first attempt is something to be proud of. So, I was kind of counting the evens and odds against me. It was very clear to me that, in financial aspect, I cant be rejected as it was organised in the best way. Moreover with my dad being a Chartered Accountant, he took care of every minute detail regarding it. The only problem would be my under-grad scores which were not appreciable. So I had this 50-50 chances. There were other factors which made me more nervous like one of my friend with much better academics than me being rejected about a week back and moreover the university which he applied was the same one which I was going with. Apart from this, when I entered the building, I came to know that on the previous day of my interview date, there was a meeting in which the chief consulate told the press, that out of 400 people from my state, 399 come with fake documents and there would be a strict verification of each and every person. Though I had all the original documents, there is no denying the fact that people like me were also rejected on the basis of fakes. In front of me, one girl was rejected saying that her FD's were a dupe while even at my distance I can assert that it was an original. She had a very good profile with that rejection, she literally begged the Visa Officer to re-consider his decision. But then, it was of no use. So from 1 pm, the time I entered the main building, I was observing all the counters and the behaviour of the personnel over there to get atleast a vague idea as to which counter would be favour my chance of getting my visa. I noted in mind that at counter 1, where a VO was taking the finger prints was the coolest guy, but unfortunately he was given the job of finger prints which avoided him to interview the candidates for visa. Then again there was this beautiful young lady, whose reputation I heard many months ago. She was reputed to reject 99% of the candidates who attended her counter. Also I was previously warned to avoid any counter which has a lady VO in it.

Frankly saying, I had no knowledge as to how far were these statements true. But I was positive about their truthfulness, once I started observing the rejections made by these ladies. So at any cost I decided to avoid them. So at around 3:30 I entered the dreadful queue with no idea in my mind as to where and which counter I would land up in. Later on I realised that, I would fall in either the counter of the Ms. Rejection or a guy with french beard. If I go into the lady's counter, it was 100% that I would'nt get my visa, where as at the guy's counter I had 50-50 chances as though he was issuing visas, he was rejecting the same number. Either way, I decided to jump the queue of the lady. So at the time when I was about to land up in either of these counters, well, it happened. A miracle which helped me to come near to my goal. Blessing came in the form a personnel who was asking the people in front of me regarding which type of visa they have applied for and sent an old lady, two students to the counter one. Well, this was the counter I hoped badly to get at. The moment I saw that he was sending them to that counter, I dared myself to ask him that I would also go to that counter, which he fortunately agreed with. A girl behind me followed me quitely to the counter. Maybe she also knew what would happen if she lands up at that lady's counter. So once I reached the counter one, I had the world of confidence in me that I would get my visa. So with such confidence, I started listening to the questions he was asking and the response of the people. The first lady to be interviewed by him was this old lady who had to visit USA. She was not that good in english and thus the VO was unable to understand what she was saying. There was a language barrier between them. I had seen people being rejected on that day as there was a language barrier. So I was interested to see what would be the position of this lady. The VO lived upto the predictions I had made to myself that no matter what, this person would be the best person to help me in getting a visa. He went inside and called someone who could act as an interpreter between the lady and him. So seeing this, I was much more happy. Later the gud old lady got her visa approved and then a gal was interviewed who was aspiring like me for MS. She also got her visa approved inspite of her not able to produce the pass book of her bank account which is the most basic thing. With this my confidence level was boosted to the maximum height. The person before me was interviewed. Here he was rejected on the basis that he cannot complete his MS. I was expecting this rejection as he had the total number of failures more than the overall subjects combined of under-grad. But his rejection did not upset me in any manner. But inspite of all these positive stuff, deep inside I was praying sincerely for my visa approval. So there I went to my interview and I was asked to produce the basic documents which I produced and few basic questions were asked which I answered with confidence. I stammered only once which made the VO look at me deeply to see if Iam not bluffing. I at once regained my confidence and covered up the mistake I made. When he aked me if I had any land, the first thought that came to mind was some farms and stuff, which I did not have. So I answered NO and at once I realised that the plots also come under the land and told Yes. So this was the stammering which I made and later with me covering this, I was asked to produce my documents of the plots, which I produced. So after this, he started taking my passport and the DS forms and kept them in a separate folder and kept it aside. Seeing this, I knew that my visa was approved, but I stood there to listen from his mouth the sweetest words, which he told " ur visa is granted. Njoy ur stay in US". This made my hormones to go wild and I was on the top of universe. Came out and punched air with my fist the moment I saw my cousins. I was later told that only about 3-4 people came out looking happy with majority of the applicants being rejected. I also came to know that on that particular day, out of 150 students , only 10-13 were approved, with me being one of them. LUCKY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! So 13th july 2007 became my happiest day after 4th jan 2007. So all ends well.

ONE OF THE BEST SUSPENSE IN MY LIFE

As I had to settle in the best way in the life with minimum time left, I had the only option of studying Masters in USA. It was my dream since fourth standard that I should one day complete my masters in USA. So once I was done with my under-graduation, I was into the process of applying the universities which were suitable to my profile. I was completely misguided by the consultancy which led me to a reject from five universities out of the total six. The sixth university, which I got admit was the best university I applied and it was out of blue to get an admit from such a university. Strangely this university was applied by myself bowing to the pressure from my parents and others. The university was suggested to my parents by my cousin who was working near the university. So inspite of rejections from other universities, I was happy or was on top of world the moment I got from this particular university. With my well wishers having a certain inclination towards astrology, I was suggested to consult an astrologer to find out what was in store to me. Iam one of the person who does not believe these astrologers. I do agree to the fact that astrology or the stars have atleast a minimum effect on our lives, but I was not agreeing to the point that astrologers reveal our fate as it was my most deep belief that GOD is the only one who can reveal our fate and these astrologers are no GODS especially when we are finding out the frauds these days. But once again bowing to pressure from my well wishers, I went to a certain astrologer who was reputed to be very famous and who had customers since last ten years. Moreover I had to take an appointment to consult him. So once I met him, he told me in the most convincing way I have ever seen that I will not be given a visa for my education as it was fated that I would stay in the home country itself and did not have the chance of leaving the home country for future education. In fact, he stated that he was surprised that my education has come so far even though my stars suggest that I have no education. I was surprised and above all amused by hearing all these things. My friend who came with me was shocked, surprised and was completely out of mood hearing that I wont be getting a visa. Later I was told that I would be facing some accidents in the later part of life and that I am safe from them till that point. Here I was very happy as I had met the best possible accidents just two years ago and one just about a month back. I was in ICU in the first accident and I had to spend about 30,000 in the second one. At this point, even my friend was relieved very much as this point proved that this astrologer was not a complete person to believe in. He suggested me to perform some offerings to the GOD at the place which he mentions. Again this was a sign to me that he doing some bussiness. So I was happy that he is not the person to believe with. Inspite of all these things, deep in heart I was worried with his saying that I would not get visa. While coming to home, my friend reminded me to just believe my favourite GOD and everything would be all right inspite of what this astrologer has suggested. I was relieved to 80% hearing this statement and I would not forget this statement from my sweet friend in my life. So I started believing my GOD more strongly and with that grew my confidence of getting a visa.

LIFE TAKES A NEW TURN

After one and half years of emotional, mental and physical struggle, life takes a new turn in the most pleasant form ever presented to me by ALMIGHTY. The goal towards which I was struggling so sincerely has presented it self to me the night of JAN 4th 2007. I was dreaming when I am going to reach it or even if I can succeed in it. At that moment, I was unable to believe what has taken place in those sweetest moments which were strange to me at that time as I was simply awed by the change of fate. It took me nearly a month or two to believe strongly that this particular change has happened to me, myself. The night before my successful night, I was shown or came to know that I cannot reach the goal as the response was a bulls eye negative. That was one of the rarest nights in my life where I prayed or rather lamented in the purest emotion of sadness and love to the ALMIGHTY. This was the second time in my life till then, when I was in the position of showing the purest emotion to the GOD. The previous time when I showed it, I was not replied in the positive way as I knew it was inevitable to get back the lost one. But I was shown indirectly that my prayer which was simply pure was answered or rather GOD has listened it. This second time, was also answered in the way which I can term as one of the best moment in my life till now. With reaching the goal in the most dramatic split second fashion , I took care lest I lose it again. So with this, I had to become a more responsible person as I should be in a position to bear the fruit I achieved with all my hard work. This in turn made me a much successful person with me getting the maximum percentage in my engineering and a much more aggressive attitude of settling in my life. Keeping in mind with what I achieved, I keep going on the run that I can complete what is left in this long run of life.

Friday, June 1, 2007

ABT ME...

I am an honest, intelligent, goal directed, organized, responsible, committed, punctual individual.

I am a highly motivated, optimistic, proactive, enthusiastic, focussed self-starter.

I am a decisive, competent, disciplined, persistent, knowledgeable, creative, resourceful team player who makes good choices.

I am an emotionally intelligent and confident believer and an extra miler.

I am energized, have great self-control and a healthy self image and can manage myself well.

THESE ARE ALL THE QUALITIES OF THE WINNER I WAS BORN TO BE AND BY USING THEM EVERYDAY I WILL MAINTAIN MY MOMENTUM AND HAVE EMPLOYMENT SECURITY WORLD. THEY'LL ALSO ENABLE ME TO GET MORE OF THE THINGS MONEY WILL BUY AND OF THE THINGS MONEY WONT BUY.......................


OK.....IF U FEEL THAT THE ABOVE STUFF IS CRAP......MEET ME.....